Prompt
December 1 One Word.
Post
Soul-crushing.
I chose this word because 2010 has been very rough for me. It’s the year that I learned many things: who my true friends are (and not in a good way); that my school is not the super awesome university I spent so many years of my childhood imagining it would be; that I don’t know what I want to do with my life anymore; and that the people I looked up to didn’t particularly enjoy being considered role models. This year has, in nearly every aspect, crushed my soul, squeezing out a very large amount of the hope and happiness I had left.
Desire for 2011: Inspiring
After this year, I need inspiration. I need to figure out what I want to do with my life, who I want to be friends with, the type of person I want to be. I’m hoping that the semester I spend in Paris in the fall of next year will help me figure things out; Paris has always been an inspiration to me, from its architecture to its food.
2010 has strengthened you for exciting things to come in 2011.
Comment by allenoel — 1 December 2010 @ 6:21 pm
Thanks, I hope so. I don’t feel very strong right now but hopefully this project will help me beef up
Comment by Jessica Ryan — 1 December 2010 @ 11:50 pm
I hope this project is good for you and that you KICK 2011′s ASS. I’m excited to see what else this month’s project brings here!
Comment by Ally B — 1 December 2010 @ 11:41 pm
Thanks, me too! One of the main reasons I decided to participate in the project is because it seemed like something that would help me heal. I appreciate your comment.
Comment by Jessica Ryan — 1 December 2010 @ 11:49 pm